I 1st gave my life to Jesus when I was 4 years old. It was on the way to a Children's home. I remember that day like it was yesterday. In my teenage years there was a lot of struggle, trying to fit in, but somehow I got lost along the way. I describe my life as colourful and traumatic. I have always believed that god was looking out for me, even though there are so many people out there that can and will related to my experiences I always recognised that there are so many who have had it far worse than me. I left home when I was 16, went from one disaster to another and wandered the planet with my own intention for about 30 years. Then I came home. This blog is about some of my thoughts and experiences. We are not on our own, I hope by sharing these moments with you, it helps to know that there is hope and that life can change for the better.